recovery
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in the moment
wow…. I can’t believe it’s already that time to leave. it seems just like yesterday I was getting butterflies from excitement for my trip to come over…. you know… things change, and people change. I hate to think of myself as one of those people who is always going to be happy at some future [...]
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turn that frown upside down
woke up today feeling shitful. the worse part about it, was that i had absolutely no idea why! there have been a few times over the past week, that i would feel my eyes well up with tears for no good reason. after a meeting last weekend, I was chatting with my sponsor for a [...]
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mind body & soul… it actually means something!
this here photo, is the view from my last day of TM class. that hippy Indian lookin dude, is Maharishi, TM founder and ultimate yogi bad-ass. despite him being somewhat difficult to understand, I listened as well as I could because he was quite engaging. it was almost mystical to watch and hear someone [...]
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I’m finally getting it
Let me tell ya something….. I’ve been a ‘friend of Bills’ for a very long time. My first introduction to “the cult” (my sponsors choice of words, lol), was back in 2002 when I went to my first meeting, just after finally reaching the legal drinking age. As soon as I didn’t need that fake [...]
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and she’s off again!
Hey y’all! So here’s me saying ‘peace out!’ yet once again. Was boarding our flight home from Tasmania Tuesday night, when we got a call that we would be coming home to a kitchen with no floor. In turn, that also meant no bathroom. I guess Australia hasn’t caught up with California building code (probably [...]
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Sorry I’ve been away
Sorry I’ve been away for a few days. My parents flew down from California Friday morning. We turned around and left for Tasmania the next morning at 6am. Shockingly, nether one of my nearing 60-year old folks experienced jet lag. Anyhow, today we hiked along cradle mountain lake in Tasmania. It’s absolutely beautiful. Funny enough, [...]
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Finally went to a meeting
As some of you know, I belong to a very elite group of folks, that can be found all over the world. We aren’t as secretive as the Freemason’s, or the illuminati, but we like to keep to ourselves, amongst ourselves, when it comes to being in publicity, and the public view at large. We [...]
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holiday sobriety and the wide footed shoe whore
The holidays can be a time of doom for some people. For me, it used to be real difficult around the holidays to stay sober. When I first quit drinking back in 2002, I had just turned 21. Good timing on my part, as I had finally reached the legal drinking age, and no [...]

